Thursday, February 26, 2009

I'm on the drug......

.....That killed all my brain cells....

Alcohol, hhmm.... As I sit here on a late wednesday night, well early Thursday really, i am numb. I have found myself at the bottom of a nice bottle of white. And what have I found there?

What a loaded question....

Just before, I walked into my bathroom and I looked into the mirror. What I saw shocked me. Staring right back at me was a woman I did not recognize? She fit my description generally.. dark shoulder length hair, green eyes, olive skin, but there was something so very different in her appearance. As I looked into her deep green eyes, smudged with mascara, I searched for someone I knew. She was not there. I am wondering who this woman was standing in her place?

A woman who did not appeal to me. withholding secrets from a dark place. Secrets so hidden that they dare not be shown in the light of day for fear that the owner of them would be shunned by all.

I have finished the last drop. I am going to bed........

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